relapse

"common and normal to experience along the way
learning how to live without the drug takes time"

It was sudden, natural, wanted, fought.
Why is it so much more intriguing with the term "hands to yourself" being caught on replay
Why is doing something bad always associated with feeling so good

November's an attention seeker. Thrives off the adrenaline and stupid teen mayhem. She's the trouble child getting caught with the cops on weekdays. She doesn't learn from her past.

It was probably a mistake.

Cause nothing ever chosen and enjoyed in the moment lasts till the morning.

You're a bad hangover,
words absent and stares present.
You got nothing new to give,
but apparently I still let the old be had.
that's the worst part.

Let me remind you we didn't just press pause on the radio the last time we left each other
we turned it off.

                                   I'll just pray you felt like another dream,

                         and I'll pretend along