Saturday, November 11, 2017

frozen stares

There are no songs I enjoy anymore
I'm bored 30 seconds in after I give up on my 15th skip.

It's funny how right in the times you think it's close to perfect
it crashes.
Funny coincidences like that all around, all the time
happy, fun, confident, smiling
stressed, insecure, negative, hiding

Mts
and 
valleys
taking turns
It's a cycle and because of that you learn to not let your highs get too high
because they fall fast to a low

never wanting to be too certain
hope somehow sticks around despite it being successful in following through with its intended route twice in a lifetime for the average person
so we stick with not expecting much, not banking on anything, 
and unfortunately not getting too excited either

It's a terrible way to live. 
distracting yourself with other things in effort to be surprised with what comes next.
dam I'm begging
let me be wrong 

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